I played violin all growing up.
My mother said as soon as I could breath My fingers longed for the strings I could never sing, I wasn’t never good at that. But my fingers longed for the Sweet song that they could Hold, that they could feel when I played. I say I wasn’t never good at singing But the truth is, I wasn’t ever special At violin neither I only ever played second chair All growing up that’s what I got But I was the most reliable second Chair you ever did see I never missed a practice I was always five minutes early If you are on time, My father used to say, You are five minutes late But maybe that was it. Maybe I was just Too early It was a Tuesday, I remember it as a Sunday, But that’s just because it’s my Favorite day of the week They finally asked me To move up to first chair I told them I wanted to But I told them I was moving I said I’d practice everyday I said I’d be even better when I got to come back “We’ll see” That’s all they ever did tell me That’s as close as I got I spent the year practicing I thought of nothing but playing Nothing but sitting in that first chair How proud my parents could finally be I could sit with my chin up Knowing I sat in the first chair But on the drive cross country My violin broke Her strings had been snapped And her neck split Someone had gone and punched A hole in her body My family never came from money My violin was a gift One part birthday And two parts Christmas I knew I wasn’t getting one soon My fingers would grow slow and clumsy Before I could pick up another I realized the first chair would always be Just out of reach I’m a second chair violinist I wasn’t always no good I used to have a chance But I ain’t got none now I’m a second chair violinist And that’s where I’ll stay
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I shouldn't be allowed to go downtown.
See, I do this thing, where I fall in love real fast. I could swear to you I met my wife downtown today. Fourteen different times. I didn't keep bumping into the same girl, either. I met fourteen different girls who I would have gladly bent a knee to. When I use the word "met" I mean it in its loosest meaning. I mean it as: We made eye contact. The word "we" is also a loose interpretation which would be more aptly described as: I saw. |
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